Forthcoming things.

One who conquers himself is greater than another who conquers a thousand times on the battlefield.


1A exam is impending, and I'm terrified? lolx. Academical things are quite distinct from our previous years', things got harder, time got lesser, and everything seems to be too fresh. Anyway, I'm still planning on making a group study soon, ain't sure with the time and date yet. Next year will be different. I'll be able to drive by April, and if possible, I'll drive to school. Then at least I could fetch my friends to a better place to study.

Haha, people are so inquisitive over my previous post. Asking me "who?" "who?". Nah, its that girl over there lolx. Maybe I should stop this topic here xD. Sometimes, I wonder how my primary school friends are right now? Its been 4 years already, I still miss my primary school days, my childhood, my memory... But right now, i'm still alive and kicking HERE, so i gotta err suit myself to the situation i'm in now haha.

And hey, I'm planning a bungalow stay and a P.Kerachut trip during the holiday. For the bungalow stay, It'll probably be near tanjung bungah, and i guess everyone joining us will be bringing some dishes and when all edible things are gathered together, wow a great deal of food will be prepared. And for the P. kerachut trip, I'm not sure if they wanna do it together with the bungalow stay, which means we take a rapid bus up to teluk bahang climb over there, play a while then come back and overnight. But I guess It'll be abit tiring. So, give me some feedback if you see this post.

Yi Tong asked me if I wanna perform in their St John anniversary. I still gotta think about that, shy? haha ya. Bare in mind that its no more old folks watching you, but all those VVIPs. And their theme is like more to modern style this year, so if I perform traditional kungfu, It'll be odd haha.

Its quite late now, I'll post something maybe in a few days time.

As a solid rock cannot be moved by the wind, the wise are not shaken by praise or blame. 

A conflict

When there's love, there's pain. 


Sometimes, there are soothing and disturbing,strong and weak, inspirational and disheartening thoughts whispering in our hearts.
the yin and yang fighting over each other. 
But an equilibrium must be attained in the end and positive must always conquer negative. This is something that came up to my mind now.

Since stepping right into the door of secondary school till now, I've never stop hearing news about
people in a relationship, and then sooner or later their relationships fray and people go back to being single, then the karma revolves around it again.
And its been a whole lot of cycle that I've seen. " Puppy love" is like what many teens are going through now.

Recently, I just can't really calm down my heart, the macaque in it is flipping here and there, doing lots of acrobatic lolx...zz. Sometimes, my hearts pounds so fast, and i've gotta go back to my breath to conquer over the tension. I guess I need to train more on samadhi training.

Damn, Interacts sucks alot recently, especially with that teacher in it. We actually have a lot of discussion and plannings to make during our activity time, but some people just don't understand this and ordered us to do "this cleaning" then "that cleaning" ....wasting out time. And that day, we got scold by Mr. WW for not preparing well for out carwash project yet. I've a sudden urge to go and learn as much things to do as a president, incase I'm leading Interact Club next year. Coz I saw MX fumbling this year. If I really succeed the "throne"the first thing, the first change that I'll make, is to make English a compulsory language to convey during the activity. Then....

Btw, this 2 years, I've started to enjoy socializing with people from different regions. I was surrounded with different people, different actions, different thinkings...etc. It felt so good to have nice and good friends around you. And I learned alot from them. Business people, cultural people...

I gotta go now. 

I don't know why, but I'm kinda like missing someone right now 

I'm kinda weird recently.

人间有爱

感謝你 給了我　溫暖的擁抱
讓我擺渡過　生命低潮

一顆心　裝滿愛　風再大　不飄搖
學會把肩膀　借別人依靠
用真心 給了你　了解的微笑
陪著你解開　心事困擾

看著你 抬起頭 淚停了 那一秒
感動在胸口圍繞
我相信人間有愛值得去期待
長久封閉的心終究會打開
體諒會化解傷害　關懷會化解疑猜
最動人的愛　 是信賴


:) I love the lyrics and music of the above Tzu Chi song. Yes indeed, love is all around us, sometimes our hearts are just too scattered to notice them.

It is not the language but the speaker that we want to understand

Like I said in the previous post, I've manage to finish the choral-speaking script for my teacher, and was enrolled as one of them. I supposed choral speaking should be fun, especially so "many of my friends" had also joined. So, I'll be staying back every Wednesday for the practice :) Ah Teoh gave me and Emily a pat on our back for producing a good script, and he had confidence that we will manage to make it to the district area this year. Not to be held behind CGL's like the previous years.

Lolx, Ah Beng is so funny, he's trying to hint me about something, which I guess I know his meaning, but talking the whole crap of stories just to hint me about that something, and in the end I guess he just don't even know if I know the something he's talking about. ( confused? lolx)

Ohya, I like Linkin Park's Waiting for the end song, awesome!

Let me end this post with my own verse.

Its not just about the looks, its also about the personality ...that I admire.

Loving someone brings about loving everyone in this world, and to all sentient beings.

Boring.

Because of your smile, you make life more beautiful. :)


Omg, Its so dull today.My brother probably went out with his gf again, my mom and her friends went to the edu fair, and I stayed home the whole day. I felt bad not being able to go to the edu fair with my friends yesterday, but its oklaaa, there's always other chances to hang out.

Last week, I went to listen to a talk and see the performance on tea rituals. The teacher is an expert,winning lots of medals in China, and specially known for his way of depicting certain meaning and culture in his tea-making rituals. I learned quite alot about tea this time.

Then, it truely dreads when we had to go to school on Saturday. Half of our time wasted in school, but it is quite lucky that we manage to skip through a few classes. I don't understand Malaysia education, even if we don't have school, we needa go to school for some stupid co-curriculum activity on Saturday, which left only a full Sunday that we can rest.

I love playing hookie, but the aftertaste sucks.

And yesh good news, I finally finished the choral-speaking script with Emily. Bad news, right now, I have not lay even a finger on my math homework.Probably finishing tonight. Next time when people ask me if I had finished my homework, I'll say: What's done is finished. lolx

I've probably stayed too long in front of the screen. Have fun guyz.

A downfall

Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.

Things are going pretty bumpy in the beginning of the rabbit year. This is the first time that I started feeling kinda tire. Too many activities, too many things to study, too less time to do all of them. I guess I have to make some changes to my lifestyle, and focus more during study.

:(

I still had to go to sports house practice soon. I failed in persuading the school's co-curr

iculum pk to exempt me from it. I wrote a letter first, I performed in the Old Folks Home, then I wrote another letter under the name of my association, but all efforts were thrown to the depth of the ocean. She and he just doesn't approved. He even said that that I need not perform in the Annual Concert, because my wushu is more different from the modern one? I just don't get what he means. The spectators on that day are those who judge my performance.... I'm speechless for now.

随缘吧 Let Karma do the job

Nice, I will be having my meditation class again soon. I found out that my schedule is really pack up. If the class will be on Tuesday night again... let me make a small list of timetable

Sun: -
Mon:Sport house practice from 4-6, Shaolin training at night.
Tuesday: Meditation class at night.
Wednesday: Physic tuition evening, shaolin training at night.
Thursday:go to tea house at night-
Friday: school ends at 2.30, shaolin training at night.
Sat: school co-curriculum activities till 12.30. tea house at night


hugh... I wish everything I've done would bear fruits sooner or later.

Life is never a bed of roses, it has its ups and downs.

A foresee, A change

A probability in the coming future.

After performing my martial art once in the old folks home, I have a feeling, that headmaster will have an urge to recruit me in his Dance Club. :) If its so, when the time has to come, I am prepared to meet him, and to talk to him. Let me write some Chinese in this post.

校长， 你常说我们该发扬中国文化。你错了， 你连武术和舞蹈都分不清。 舞蹈是一种表演艺术， 武术的本质是一种功夫。真正传统少林武术的存在， 是应该与禅学配合的， 并非与舞蹈相应。 所谓防身健体，禅武合一， 这才是少林功夫的精髓。现代的新武术没就是开始偏离个道理， 中看不中用， 花拳绣腿。

若您执意要我参加舞蹈团， 倒不如我创个茶禅学会。 教导学生们茶道与禅学的知识， 岂不是更加扬我中国文化吗？ 反正，我也常去茶馆， 找几个赞助我们的茶馆也不是问题。 教导禅学的老师也找得到。

Ok, so let me return to English.

Recently, I've known a new friend who is from Kl, wow, and our name had a "Jin" coincident. He told me he loves the nature. Finally I've found another friend who has some interest same with me. And he used to be a composer, but now he's in the R&D techno field. Maybe we'll be going to the National Park next time he comes to Penang.

I want to lie down on a paradise beach, look up upon the sky, and say: What a beautiful moment it is right now.

A visit to the old folks home

We can never escape the fact that we grow old and die.

One of my HE Interact Club's annual activity is participating in our school's visit to the Old Folks Home. Every year we are assigned to push the wheelchair or lead the elderly by hand to the main hall, so that they can catch the show perform by fellow students from different clubs and societies. Some interactors held the responsible for dealing with the mikes and sound system in the hall.

Btw, this year's visit was a special one. And that is because I also performed in one of the show, which is the wushu martial art. It all started when I went to see Pn. Leong and told her I did not want to go for the school house practice as I already have outta-school act, which is Shao Lin MA. So she requested me to perform in the Old Folk Home visit, I consented.

So, I did perform just now. And everything goes on quite fine, except that I'm short of a bit warm up. I was glad to receive a few pat on my back for doing a good job. The bad news, I'll probably be performing in my school's annual entertainment concert too...