Sometimes, there are soothing and disturbing,strong and weak, inspirational and disheartening thoughts whispering in our hearts.the yin and yang fighting over each other.
But an equilibrium must be attained in the end and positive must always conquer negative. This is something that came up to my mind now.
Since stepping right into the door of secondary school till now, I've never stop hearing news about
people in a relationship, and then sooner or later their relationships fray and people go back to being single, then the karma revolves around it again.And its been a whole lot of cycle that I've seen. " Puppy love" is like what many teens are going through now.
Recently, I just can't really calm down my heart, the macaque in it is flipping here and there, doing lots of acrobatic lolx...zz. Sometimes, my hearts pounds so fast, and i've gotta go back to my breath to conquer over the tension. I guess I need to train more on samadhi training.
Damn, Interacts sucks alot recently, especially with that teacher in it. We actually have a lot of discussion and plannings to make during our activity time, but some people just don't understand this and ordered us to do "this cleaning" then "that cleaning" ....wasting out time. And that day, we got scold by Mr. WW for not preparing well for out carwash project yet. I've a sudden urge to go and learn as much things to do as a president, incase I'm leading Interact Club next year. Coz I saw MX fumbling this year. If I really succeed the "throne"the first thing, the first change that I'll make, is to make English a compulsory language to convey during the activity. Then....
Btw, this 2 years, I've started to enjoy socializing with people from different regions. I was surrounded with different people, different actions, different thinkings...etc. It felt so good to have nice and good friends around you. And I learned alot from them. Business people, cultural people...
I gotta go now.
I don't know why, but I'm kinda like missing someone right now
horr... who worr?
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