None but one

From the dark gloomy narrow street, I ran and ran and ran, towards the bright shining path. I saw hope...  I looked back, all that was left were trace of dust, stains from my dirty shoes.  

Someday...

The school bell rang, I sling my backpack, grabbed my books, held the class file and headed for the school gate. I returned the file to the board of prefects and kept on going. I looked back from time to time, saw everyone but not someone. I entered my vehicle. The car kept on going. I saw someone but not everyone. Someone might saw me but not that someone. And the car just kept on going and going. I reached home. 

Today...

"Kringggg" I packed my books and waited for my friends. I told them "go on first, I catch you guyz later..." I put the books on our teacher's table, then ran to foyer. Then I ran up fourth floor. I saw somebodies, but not somebody. I went down again. I saw my friends at the other side of the road. The traffic light was red, I ran as fast as I could, and cross, the road, caught up with my friends. And we head on to Md to celebrate for the 2 birthday boy. 

Letting go

I am not influenced any more, and will never be.


Another weekend coming, a fun weekend, without Kk. Going to my sis' house to overnight again. A tranquil apartment at the hill side, conducive for repose, tea and studying.

Finally, I let go of that attachment. I've been striving hard to do that, and I guess I succeeded.

Exam's approaching like hell again. I'm like hemmed in with a lot of burden. damn... Oh ya, I played hookie today, and I say its a good decision to do so. Sukan Tara is a freaking waste of my valuable time.Luckily,  I had the "time chit" from my orthodontist. So I wouldn't need a letter. And hah I watched Ice Kacang Puppy Love just now, gosh its sooo touching and moving. It totally brings back a nostalgic feeling to you, especially in the end. Frankly I hope they will be together in the end.

Back to blogging...

I don't know why, but this year, I longed for a special feeling.