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What a day.

Sometimes, this feeling, sucks, and hurts. 

Today's Fri, I went out for the whole day. Morning, I had choral speaking training.

After the training, 

Me, Ys, Yt ,Xn ,Hm , Kt, Lj and Yb went to 1st avenue for a hangout. We watched world invasion in TGV, which I think the story line is not bad but the filming is abt confusing and shaky. 

After the movie, we went to have hi-tea at Kim Gary. And then we went to Tan Jetty,( Ys's old house). I really  enjoyed the cooling breeze there..

I'm getting my braces very soon. And I'm lucky that the orthodontist told me they had the latest-tech which doesn't require that long time as the old one. 

Btw, I'm so touched yesterday. I met a very great people from the environmental field. And he promised to disseminate his knowledge to me. And to be frank, he's a very amazing famous guy...My future dream, to be an environmental engineer and to help every being in this planet...i..guess.. hope will come true soon. I'm really glad to meet him. Thx. 

and...I'm doing business too, soon.

Since the last lesson that I've got, I'll try my best, never to be hurt by people. 

Pray.

Freak. A massive earthquake hit Japan on Friday, follow up with a tidal tsunami in less than 2 hours time. And every now and then, there are still aftershocks. The video was really frightening..Things are shaking...People are dying...Homes are destroyed...If something so ferocious like that ever hit Malaysia...I can never imagine the great impact it'll cause. No matter what ur faith are, let's pray for them.

May they be safe. 
May they be free from all suffering. 
May they be strong. 
May those who died be free from all pain. 
May those alive live on happily. 


As people always say, sweetness only comes after bitterness. Holiday is here again. But its a damn short holiday. This is the the first time I fumble in exam, in a few subjects. Not in a great mood to mention bad things teehee.

Today Nicholas and a few rotaracters came to my school to give a small presentation about Interact Club and of course Rotaract Club. After seeing their activities, I've came to the idea that we try to organize more outdoor activities, such as picking up garbage while climbing up no 3 or 5. and other games to learn blah blah blah. Coz people are actually getting sick of cleaning up the school compound every activity.

I gotta go now. So tired today( 13/3/11)

Exam nightmare.

Sitting in front of the computer, 
I tried to focus on what my fingers are typing, 
From moment to moment. 

Today is the fourth day of school's exam, and we are going down hill, exam actually culminated on yesterday and today, which I've Bio and Sej, Sivik and so on. To be straight forward, I suck in Bio and specially Sej. It came out with things I did not study much...Let's hope everything else goes perfectly fine.

I'm trying not to be influence by someone. Not to be disturb...I'm tired of that kind of "feeling".

Next week will be our first term holiday. I've a list of things to do during this week.
First of all:
-PCGHS Food fair on Sun. I'm going with Sam. I heard that
-Orthodontist appointment on Wed.
-Lao Sher dinner at night of Wed.
-Choral Speaking training on Thursday and Friday.

Plans:
-bungalow stay ( confirmed canceled )
-Hike to Pantai Kerachut ( still planning)

About the hiking trip that I've plan, I hope friends can go with me. But If I'm so hopeless till no one wants to go with me, I've decided that maybe I'll just hike there all by myself. Then I'll relax and lay on the pristine beach there, read books, listen to mp3 and speakers...

Having the chance to enjoy the sensation of nature is just so awesome.

Don't feel sad.

If she don't deserve your love, just let her be. There's many nice girls out there.

True? but when it comes to love, feelings or relationships, its easier said than done. Sometimes, we are down, in a bad mood, but I'll never be like "someone" who simply scolds people or cursed people when they are so, coz I know how it feels. I'll think, perhaps we can think that it could be that we did the same thing to her in past life...and so on.

I was surprised to see ys, shf, and hm at the library today. I went there as Darren says he wanted me to teach him abit of Biology. I wasn't really that good anyway haha. After finish teaching him, around 1.30, I went over to join theml. Then I went home at 2.06. I guess I really need to work hard on my Sejarah and Ming ju this 2 days.

I still wish on buying a road-bike soon. I guess I'll set my budget around 2000, as a beginner...But I gotta use the money for my braces first
Take care of your teeth they affect the way you smile. ;D
so let it be something I'll consider soon...

When time comes, things will happen accordingly

Gave up?

Those who can curb their temper and desire are real "man".


Felt tired after a month? Ya, its tiring indeed, not because of the school ( although it is difficult), but because of something else. Perhaps, its not even meant to happen at all. Its just me being too..? Overall, I can say that I am not losing hope yet, let me just go with the rhythm of life...

Lighting strikes, thunder roars, water pours...A rainbow is about to emerge after the mighty thunderstorm. Sweetness comes after bitterness.


Let's hope so. Ohya, too bad my cousin can't send me his bike from Canada, its too expensive and the courier service don't have such big box lolx. I might be going for braces soon, so I'm not buying a bike Yet. I guess I'll still buy it soon probably when money flows in my pocket again. I hope I can earn some extra money, at least to lighten my parent's burden. Thought of doing some sales job, ain't sure with it yet.

I'm looking forward for next week's holiday. Luckily, we are still having some discussion b4 our exam. I might be hiking to P. kerachut tomorrow, will bring my "ming ju" and "moral" to memorize there, coz my friend from KL came back, and I guess he's pretty enthusiastic to go there for some nature adventure.

Frankly, I'm not really being in a good mood to write now.

May you be free from enmity and danger.
May you be free from mental suffering.
May you be free from physical suffering.
May you always take care of yourself, happily.


Young

A sudden change.

Sometimes, things happen unknowingly, some come in a rush, some just didn't turn out as expected. Anything could happen. 


Its Thursday, a pleasant day. I stayed back today, initially for the choral speaking, but since it has been canceled at the last moment, I spent time with ma' friends. The feeling was good around with friends. Although our discussion aren't that organized today, its still okla, I don't feel that its wasted too.


I met a few great friends today. One of them, a "she" is a champion in Bike racing competition. I was fascinated by them, talking about cycling around Penang. I was so enthralled by a 10,000 bike that was brought by her friend, which the frame and so on parts are made from carbon-5 which is very light and they can go very fast. They told me they always cycle together, in a "gang" haha. I guess It'll be fun if I could join them one day. She offer me to buy her cool orange "frame" which cost 500 for one!! wtheck, I'm kinda out of money, coz if the frame already cost 500, after buying all other parts, the overall price could be more than 2500. Anyway, I might call Jason, my cousin to send me his bike from Canada, if he's capable of dismantling the bike then sending it to me.


 There's a whole busy week ahead, exam's so menacing my soul. Anyway, Thx to
YS, YT, LJ and TY for today's warmth that you guyz have brought to me.

True friends are those who come by your side, who gave you encouragement when you are down. 

Meeting and Departing.

In life, we always meet people, get together ..loved ones, friends, family, then we come to a junction, where we need to depart from them, its just the matter of time, and we don't know when will we see them again. This is the law of impermanence.


It was not really a good day today, but its wasn't that bad as well. I see that loving someone is painful indeed. It hurts if its unrequited love one-sided love, in a love triangle, or even in some relationships. It hurts when you miss them, or even when you "eat vinegar". Anyway, just try ur best to let your heart open.

Right now, I don't really wish much, I'm having a myriad of feelings now. Ohya, I'm having choral speaking training tomorrow. I wished it had been held on today, so that tomorrow I'll have more time with them...And the bad news, there is even choral speaking training on Friday. Btw,nowadays, I don't go to my association to train my kungfu anymore, I just train at home. And today, I also went jogging. I missed watching Kenichi, one of my favourite anime, I hope the japanese company will process more episode......
I also kinda miss my shifu, who passed away. he never collect any money from me to go to the association for training, and now I'm even an assistant inst. I really can't stop thanking him. Rest in Peace.

I still haven't touch much of my exam things. Just like roughly going through them. Have to CONG!!!

Happy v.s. Sad

Sadness might be at the end of happiness, but happiness might be at the end of sadness too. 

I kinda feel happy today. And Wednesday and Thursday's coming, sweet. Its fun this two days, we have many free classes in school.


 Today, my friends were ecstatic and "high" when they started playing with the passion fruit that I brought to school. It all began with YS and YT drawing pics, signing names, writing meaningful words? on it, then people bagan throwing them all around the class. It reached the climax when TY skillfully threw his "bowling" markisa up in the air and a razor cool Heng Ee ceiling fan "ninjaly" cut the upper part open, splashing all those juice to its surrounding area( just like what you see in the fruit ninja game in Ipad)lolx. And them some girls shouted in terror. Wow, the scene was amazing.

Bad news, the RM 50 bungalow stay thing was fully booked. But don't let this disappointment dispirit you, I'm praying on another chance to get the Bayu Emas resort in B. Ferringhi. But its around 200 ringgit. But I guess we'll manage to raise the fund. If every option is over, I'll consider my dad's company apartment, which has no electricity!! let's hope we won't be so despair.

I really miss my holiday in Genting Highland. I used to got the best suite in Genting- Maxims, or the Elite Club. And I went there almost every two months when I was in primary school. Wow, the room was fantastic, they have huge LCDs, Computers, Sound Surrounding Speakers and so on. How I wish I could share this luxury with my friends if we could go there together. And its free!! that's coz whenever my dad's birthday came, they gave free suites to us. But we dare not go up there, ever ever again. Sad.

I can't believe its 1st of March today. My birthday is arriving, and let's wish something good or special will happen. Or at least nothing bad ever occur. I'm going to tea house now, see ya'. Have a nice day as well.

May you be happy, always